The flagged causeway and pared street thronged with the commercial crowd, and reflecting the noon-day blaze of the summer sun, seared her eyeballs with their bright and monotonous glare, and contrasted strangely with the sombre dreariness of her own squalid garret. Gentle and timid as was her nature, she declared to me, on her dying day, with a shudder which even approaching death could not prevent, that often she had been on the point of throwing herself from her window into the street, to end at once her existence and her sorrows. But maternal feelings proved stronger even than despair, and she lived on in her misery for the sake of the unborn infant whose features she longed "with all the longing of a mother" to gaze upon, before she might close her eyes in death. Let me hasten over this period of wretchedness. In pain of body and mental anguish, a child was born to the unhappy Ellen Rainals, and she, who had been nursed in luxury, and whose slightest wish had been obeyed with alacrity, was now indebted to the unwilling charity of a decrepit old woman for assistance in this critical period. It is well known to medical men, that diseases which have taken deep root in the constitution, frequently lie dormant during pregnancy, and break out afterwards with redoubled violence. The misery which this poor girl had suffered, from anguish of mind and priva tions of every kind, had already laid the foundation of consumption in her delicate frame, and it was dreadful to behold the rapidity of the disease which developed itself after her accouchement. By the representations of her fellow-lodger to Dr. A—, a man who does honour to his profession and to mankind,-she was instantly removed to the Hospital, accommodated with a private room, and supplied with every thing that could conduce to her comfort. She could not be prevailed on to part with her infant; it was now the only link that bound her to existence, and gradually sinking to death herself, she continued to watch the feeble form of her child,-as the closing evening still seems to linger until the flowers of the valley have folded up their leaves in rest. Yet there were times when the disease seemed to become stationary, and sometimes I have heard her in an evening, as I passed the door of her room, singing to her child some sweet low melody-breathing of hope and remembered happiness. But her infant would utter a feeble cry, and her song would cease; and then you might hear the deep long sobs bursting from her bosom, as if the force of her sorrow would rend her delicate frame to pieces. At other times I have heard her speak enthusiastically and even cheerfully of her father-land, dwell with fond minuteness upon the beauty of Lewistadt, and remind me of incidents which occurred during my short stay near her dwelling. I would fain have had her removed from the Hospital, but " she was very well where she was," she said,—and she would gaze upon her infant for a minute, and then turn her blue eyes glowing through her tears, in the unnatural brilliancy of consumption, upon me, with a glance of such deep and sorrowful meaning, that I gave up the point. It was plain she knew that both her child and herself were dying, and though the natural clinging to life and to her offspring gave a melancholy to her anticipations of this event, it was clear also that she looked forward to it as the end of her sorrows; and as she marked the fading eye of her infant, a calm resignation mingled with her natural grief; and she was willing that herself and her infant should die, for the hope was strong in her that they would meet in the land where "the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary be at rest." It was a sight to touch the hardest heart, to see the young creature, herself supported with pillows, attempting to suckle her dying child; vainly trying to yield a little more natural nourishment to the infant into whose veins she had already poured the poison which was fast destroying her own life; and to see her long, pale transparent fingers steal, like a moon-beam, over its wan, shrunken features, as if struggling till the last to possess herself of the consciousness of its existence, by feeling for the movement of the lip unseen to her dimmed eye, and trying to discover the warmth of the breath which to her anxiously listening ear seemed gone for ever. It was on a lovely summer evening, that I received a message from Ellen Rainals desiring to see me as soon as possible. I went immediately, and found her sitting up in her bed ;-as I entered, she held out her hand cheerfully towards me, and beckoned me to sit down. There was a strange unearthly fixedness in her eye, which had always, in the last stages of her illness, been restless and brilliant, or flitting and lustreless. I had never for many weeks seen the child out of her arms; it was now laid by her side, as if asleep. She saw me looking towards it " Ellen is dead," she said, "she died an hour ago."-I attempted to utter a few words of comfort-" Hush!" she said, "it is well with her,—and I feel that in my heart, which tells me I will never again see the light of the sun which is now streaming over the sweet valley of my own Lewistadt! Oh! how beautiful and sacred that sun-set seems to me!"-She stopped for a moment, gazing at the beams as they played upon the distant river, and then said suddenly My poor husband! it is well he does not witness this; may the Father of Mercy blot out his errors as fully as I forgive him the suffering he has caused me and my poor baby!"-She took the dead body of her child into her arms, and kissed it repeatedly-then laid it upon the coverlet upon her knee, raised its head upon a pillow, and smiled sadly as she looked at the little arrangement. The sun threw a broad light upon the bed ;-I offered to close the blind-"Oh! let me gaze on it to the last," said she; "for see! how beautifully it gleams on Ellen's cheek." I retired and sat down at a distance from the bed. "Ellen and I will be laid in the same grave?" said she enquiringly— "I promised it." She then turned again towards her child. thought I saw her head fall slightly back upon her pillow, but her cheek glowed in the sun-light with such a beautiful and life-like tinge that I could not think she was dead. I walked to the bed-side, and was about to speak,-the sun dropped that instant out of sight,—and the sudden paleness, which overspread the features of the Danish girl and her child, showed that their griefs were gone for ever. DANIEL MERSHAUM. I THE HERMIT OF THE MOUNTAIN. BY JOHN MACKAY WILSON. INTRUDER, thou shalt hear my tale,-the solitary said, "I love in such a place as this," the desolate began, My heart was avaricious once, like yours the slave of feeling- Some say there's wildness in my eyes, and others deem me crazed, My father fell from peace and wealth the day that I was born, Some friend by blood had lodged me there, and bought my keeper too, My soul was proud nor brooked restraint, was proud and I was young, I looked upon the homely garb that told my dwelling place- I fled the house, I went to sea-was by a villain prest, Like vilest slave he fettered me, my flesh the irons tore Scourged--mocked, and worse than buried me upon a lifeless shore, the sea "Twas midnight-but the morning came. I looked upon 2 s VOL. I. I naked sate upon the rock-I trembled, strove to pray— My brain with hunger maddening, as the steed the battle braves, Methought I saw a vessel near, and bitter were my screams, My senses fled. I lifelessly upon the ocean slept, And when to consciousness I woke, a form before me wept- They stood around exultingly--they snatch'd me from the wave, We e were sold, and separation bled my heart with deeper pains. I knew not what her birth had been, but loved her with a love, But Heavens! my arms once fetterless! ere midnight I was free. Memory with eager eye had marked her master's hated door- We put to sea, saw morning dawn, beyond our tyrant's reach. I gazed upon her silently-I saw her sink to sleep, O death! she called upon his name who left me on the rock. Then there was madness in my breast and fury in my brain— I started forth and grasped her hand, Are we pursued,' she cried, I ventured not to speak of love in such an awful hour- For the transport of its tortures did in that hour surround, I need but add that we were saved, and by a vessel borne, She knew it not, nor would I tell,-tell! by the host of heaven, My tongue became the sepulchre of sound!-my heart was rivenI fled society and hope-the prison of my mind A world of inexpressible and guilty thoughts confined. I brooded on my miseries, ambition fired my soul, Sweeping round me like a fury, while the beacon and the goal, The hand that mine had rescued from the fetters of a slave. At length blind fortune favoured me,-my breast to joy awoke, I met within a distant land, nor need I farther tell For still the breathing of his name by her I loved had rung, But soon those griefs evanished, like a passing summer storm, I hurried home in eagerness-the leaden moments fled— That brother in his mother's right another name did bear, They lodged me in a criminal cell by iron gratings barred— A sable crowd my prison past-they gaz'd on it with gloom- I was acquitted-but what more had I with life to do I cursed my fate-my heart--the world, and from its creatures flew ! |