Jam feror in pugnas et nondum cornua sumpsi: 30 receptus, Dum licet huic nomen dissimulare suum. HEROIDES. Phyllis to Demophoon. She complains of his long absence (1-8); tells him how she had hoped and invented causes for his delay, but he does not come (9-26); what fault has she committed but loving him? (27-31); where are all his vows sworn by so many gods? (32-44); she helped his departure, trusting in his good faith and the gods (45-54); she grieves not that she gave him a home but herself, which she did, relying on his gratitude (55-62); what an addition to the achievements of his father Theseus will be the betrayal of a trusting girl (63-74); he can only imitate his father in his one crime, that of deserting Ariadne; but she has married another, while Phyllis is taunted by all (75-84); it would be the greatest blessing to her people as to herself if he would return, but he will not (85-90); how fondly he embraced her when he was going, and bade her expect him soon (91-98); how can she expect him? perhaps he is already married to another, and has forgotten Phyllis (99106); Phyllis, who entertained him, and gave him wealth, a kingdom, and herself (107-120); day and night she wanders on the shore, and every ship she thinks is his (121-130); she is resolved to kill herself, and he will be recorded on her tomb as her destroyer (131-fin.). HOSPITA, Demophoon, tua te Rhodopeïa Phyllis 10 Thesea devovi quia te dimittere nollet; Nec tenuit cursus forsitan ille tuos. Interdum timui ne, dum vada tendis ad Hebri, 15 25 Unum in me scelus est quod te, scelerate, recepi, Sed scelus hoc meriti pondus et instar habet. 30 Jura fides ubi nunc commissaque dextera dextrae, Quique erat in falso plurimus ore deus? Promissus socios ubi nunc Hymenaeus in annos, Qui mihi conjugii sponsor et obses erat? Per mare quod totum ventis agitatur et undis, 35 Per quod saepe ieras, per quod iturus eras: Perque tuum mihi jurasti (nisi fictus et ille est), Concita qui ventis aequora mulcet avum : Per Venerem nimiumque mihi facientia tela, Altera tela arcus, altera tela faces: Junonemque toris quae praesidet alma maritis, Et per taediferae mystica sacra deae. Si de tot laesis sua numina quisque deorum Vindicet, in poenas non satis unus eris. At laceras etiam puppes furiosa refeci Ut qua desererer firma carina foret: Remigiumque dedi quo me fugiturus abires. Heu patior telis vulnera facta meis! Credidimus blandis quorum tibi copia verbis ; Credidimus generi nominibusque tuis : 50 Credidimus lacrimis: an et hae simulare docentur ? Hae quoque habent artes quaque jubentur eunt? Dis quoque credidimus: quo jam tot pignora nobis? Parte satis potui qualibet inde capi. Nec moveor quod te juvi portuque locoque: 55 Debuit hoc meriti summa fuisse mei. Turpiter hospitium lecto cumulasse jugali Quae fuit ante illam mallem suprema fuisset 40 45 60 Speravi melius quia me meruisse putavi. 65 70 75 80 85 90 Ausus es amplecti colloque infusus amantis Quodque foret velis aura secunda queri : Phylli, face exspectes Demophoonta tuum. Quid precor infelix? Jam te tenet altera conjux Haemum 100 110 Et sacer admissas exigit Hebrus aquas: Cui mea virginitas avibus libata sinistris, Castaque fallaci zona recincta manu. Pronuba Tisiphone thalamis ululavit in illis, Et cecinit moestum devia carmen avis. Adfuit Alecto brevibus torquata colubris, Suntque sepulcrali lumina mota face. Moesta tamen scopulos fruticosaque littora calco, Quaque patent oculis aequora lata meis. 120 115 |