BORN in the garret, in the kitchen bred, She taught the child to read, and taught so well, Nor Fortune change- Pride raise- -nor Passion bow, But wanting one sweet weakness—to forgive, But to the theme: -now laid aside too long, The baleful burthen of this honest song Though all her former functions are no more, She rules the circle which she served before. If mothers- none know why before her quake; If daughters dread her for the mothers' sake; If early habits-those false links, which bind At times the loftiest to the meanest mind 1["I send you my last night's dream, and request to have fifty copies struck off, for private distribution. I wish Mr. Gifford to look at them. They are from life."-Lord Byron to Mr. Murray, March 30. 1816.] [In first draught "weltering."-"I doubt about 'weltering. We say weltering in blood;' but do not they also A plain blunt show of briefly-spoken seeming, Oh! wretch without a tear- -without a thought, Save joy above the ruin thou hast wroughtThe time shall come, nor long remote, when thou Shalt feel far more than thou inflictest now; Feel for thy vile self-loving self in vain, And turn thee howling in unpitied pain. May the strong curse of crush'd affections light Back on thy bosom with reflected blight! And make thee in thy leprosy of mind As loathsome to thyself as to mankind! Till all thy self-thoughts curdle into hate, Black as thy will for others would create: Till thy hard heart be calcined into dust, And thy soul welter in its hideous crust. Oh, may thy grave be sleepless as the bed,The widow'd couch of fire, that thou hast spread! Then, when thou fain wouldst weary Heaven with prayer, Look on thine earthly victims-and despair! March 29. 1816. use 'weltering in the wind,' weltering on a gibbet?' I have no dictionary, so look. In the mean time, I have put festering; which, perhaps, in any case is the best word of the two. Shakspeare has it often, and I do not think it too strong for the figure in this thing. Quick! quick! quick! quick!' -Lord Byron to Mr. Murray, April 2.] STANZAS TO AUGUSTA. 1 In that deep midnight of the mind, The weak despair-the cold depart; Which rose, and set not to the last. That watch'd me as a seraph's eye, And dash'd the darkness all away. Still may thy spirit dwell on mine, And teach it what to brave or brookThere's more in one soft word of thine Than in the world's defied rebuke. Thou stood'st, as stands a lovely tree, That still unbroke, though gently bent, Still waves with fond fidelity Its boughs above a monument. The winds might rend-the skies might pour, To shed thy weeping leaves o'er me. The kind—and thee the most of all. Be broken-thine will never break; STANZAS TO AUGUSTA.? THOUGH the day of my destiny's over, And the star of my fate hath declined, 3 [The Poet's sister, the Honourable Mrs. Leigh. These stanzas-the parting tribute to her, whose unshaken tenderness had been the author's sole consolation during the crisis of domestic misery were, we believe, the last verses written by Lord Byron in England. In a note to Mr. Rogers, dated April 16th, he says, "My sister is now with me, and leaves town to-morrow: we shall not meet again for some time at all events, if ever! and, under these circumstances, I trust to stand excused to you and Mr. Sheridan, for being unable to wait upon him this evening." On the 25th, the Poet took a last leave of his native country.] 2 [These beautiful verses, so expressive of the writer's wounded feelings at the moment, were written in July, at the Campagne Diodati, near Geneva, and transmitted to England for publication, with some other pieces. "Be careful," he Thy soft heart refused to discover The faults which so many could find; Then when nature around me is smiling, Because it reminds me of thine; And when winds are at war with the ocean, If their billows excite an emotion, It is that they bear me from thee. They may crush, but they shall not contemn. Though slander'd, thou never couldst shake, Though trusted, thou didst not disclaim me, Though parted, it was not to fly, Though watchful, 't was not to defame me, Nor, mute, that the world might belie. Yet I blame not the world, nor despise it, Nor the war of the many with one If my soul was not fitted to prize it, "T was folly not sooner to shun: I have found that, whatever it lost me, From the wreck of the past, which hath perish'd, It hath taught me that what I most cherish'd In the desert a fountain is springing, Go where I will, to me thou art the same — A loved regret which I would not resign. There yet are two things in my destiny, A world to roam through, and a home with thee. The first were nothing had I still the last, It were the haven of my happiness; But other claims and other ties thou hast, And mine is not the wish to make them less. A strange doom is thy father's son's, and past Recalling, as it lies beyond redress; Reversed for him our grandsire's fate of yore, He had no rest at sea, nor I on shore. If my inheritance of storms hath been In other elements, and on the rocks I have sustain'd my share of worldly shocks, I have been cunning in mine overthrow, The careful pilot of my proper woe. Mine were my faults, and mine be their reward, My whole life was a contest, since the day That gave me being, gave me that which marr'd The gift,a fate, or will, that walk'd astray; And I at times have found the struggle hard, And thought of shaking off my bonds of clay : But now I fain would for a time survive, If but to see what next can well arrive. Kingdoms and empires in my little day Perhaps the workings of defiance stir I feel almost at times as I have felt In happy childhood; trees, and flowers, and brooks Which do remember me of where I dwelt Ere my young mind was sacrificed to books, Come as of yore upon me, and can melt My heart with recognition of their looks; And even at moments I could think I see Some living thing to love but none like thee. - sent home at the time for publication, in case Mrs. Leigh should sanction it. "There is," he says, "amongst the manuscripts an Epistle to my Sister, on which I should wish her opinion to be consulted before publication; if she objects, of course omit it." On the 5th of October he writes, "My sister has decided on the omission of the lines. Upon this point, her option will be followed. As I have no copy of them, I request that you will preserve one for me in MS.; for I never can remember a line of that nor any other composition of mine. God help me! if I proceed in this scribbling, I shall have frittered away my mind before I am thirty; but poetry is at times a real relief to me. To-morrow I am for Italy." The Epistle was first given to the world in 1830.] [Admiral Byron was remarkable for never making a voyage without a tempest. He was known to the sailors by the facetious name of " Foul-weather Jack." Here are the Alpine landscapes which create But something worthier do such scenes inspire: For much I view which I could most desire, Lovelier, not dearer, than our own of old. Oh that thou wert but with me!- but I grow The solitude which I have vaunted so Has lost its praise in this but one regret; And the tide rising in my alter'd eye. I did remind thee of our own dear Lake, 2 By the old Hall which may be mine no more. Leman's is fair; but think not I forsake The sweet remembrance of a dearer shore : Sad havoc Time must with my memory make, Ere that or thou can fade these eyes before; Though, like all things which I have loved, they are Resign'd for ever, or divided far. The world is all before me; I but ask Of Nature that with which she will comply - She was my early friend, and now shall be I can reduce all feelings but this one; And that I would not; - for at length I see Such scenes as those wherein my life begun. The earliest-even the only paths for me — Had I but sooner learnt the crowd to shun, I had been better than I now can be ; The passions which have torn me would have slept; I had not suffer'd, and thou hadst not wept. With false Ambition what had I to do? And for the future, this world's future may "But, though it were tempest-toss'd, He returned safely from the wreck of the Wager (in Anson's voyage), and circumnavigated the world, many years after, as commander of a similar expedition.] 2 The Lake of Newstead Abbey. [Thus described in Don Juan: "Before the mansion lay a lucid lake, Broad as transparent, deep, and freshly fed My years have been no slumber, but the prey Of ceaseless vigils; for I had the share Of life which might have fill'd a century, Before its fourth in time had pass'd me by. And for the remnant which may be to come I am content; and for the past I feel Not thankless,- for within the crowded sum Of struggles, happiness at times would steal, And for the present, I would not benumb My feelings farther. Nor shall I conceal That with all this I still can look around, And worship Nature with a thought profound. For thee, my own sweet sister, in thy heart I know myself secure, as thou in mine; We were and are—I am, even as thou art— Beings who ne'er each other can resign; It is the same, together or apart, From life's commencement to its slow decline We are entwined -let death come slow or fast, The tie which bound the first endures the last! LINES ON HEARING THAT LADY BYRON WAS ILL. 1 AND thou wert sad-yet I was not with thee! And thou wert sick, and yet I was not near; Methought that joy and health alone could be Where I was not-and pain and sorrow here. And is it thus?—it is as I foretold, And shall be more so; for the mind recoils Upon itself, and the wreck'd heart lies cold, While heaviness collects the shatter'd spoils. It is not in the storm nor in the strife We feel benumb'd, and wish to be no more, I am too well avenged! - but 't was my right; To be the Nemesis who should requite Nor did Heaven choose so near an instrument. Mercy is for the mercifu!!-if thou Hast been of such, 't will be accorded now. [These verses were written immediately after the failure of the negotiation for a reconciliation before Lord Byron left Switzerland for Italy, but were not intended for the public eye: as, however, they have recently found their way into circulation, we include them in this collection.] 2 [ Lord Byron had at least this much to say for himself, that he was not the first to make his domestic differences a topic of public discussion. On the contrary, he saw himself, ere any fact but the one undisguised and tangible one was, or could be known, held up every where, and by every art of malice, as the most infamous of men,- because he had parted from his wife. He was exquisitively sensitive: he was wounded at once by a thousand arrows; and all this with the most perfect and indignant knowledge, that of all who were assailing him not one knew any thing of the real merits of the case. Did he right, then, in publishing those squibs and tirades? No, certainly it would have been nobler, better, wiser far, to have utterly scorned the assaults of such enemies, and taken no notice, of any kind, of them. But, because this young, hot-blooded, proud, patrician poet did not, amidst the exacerbation of feelings which he could not control, act in precisely the most dignified and wisest of all possible manners of action, are we entitled, is the world at large entitled, to issue a broad sentence of vituperative condemnation ? Do we know all that he had suffered? have we imagination enough to comprehend what he suffered, under circumstances such as these?-have we been tried in similar circumstances, whether we could feel the wound unflinchingly, and keep the weapon quiescent in the hand that trembled with all the excitements of insulted privacy, honour, and faith? Let people consider for a moment what it is that they demand when they insist upon a poet of Byron's class And in my love, which hath but too much yielded. On things that were not, and on things that areEven upon such a basis hast thou built A monument, whose cement hath been guilt! Which, but for this cold treason of thy heart, September, 1816. abstaining altogether from expressing in his works any thing of his own feelings in regard to any thing that immediatel concerns his own history. We tell him in every possible form and shape, that the great and distinguishing merit of his poetry is the intense truth with which that poetry expresses his own personal feelings. We encourage him in every possible way to dissect his own heart for our entertainment --we tempt him by every bribe most likely to act powerfully en a young and imaginative man, to plunge into the darkest depths of self-knowledge; to madden his brain with eternal self-scrutinies, to find his pride and his pleasure in what others shrink from as torture we tempt him to indulge in these dangerous exercises, until they obviously acquire the power of leading him to the very brink of frenzy — we writ him to find, and to see in this perilous vocation, the staple of his existence, the food of his ambition, the very essence of his glory, and the moment that, by habits of our ow creating, at least of our own encouraging and confirming, he is carried one single step beyond what we happen to approve of we turn round with all the bitterness of spleen, and reprosa him with the unmanliness of entertaining the public with his feelings in regard to his separation from his wife. This wa truly the conduct of a fair and liberal public! To our view of the matter, Lord Byron, treated as he had been, tempted | as he had been, and tortured and insulted as he was at the i moment, did no more forfeit his character by writing what " he did write upon that unhappy occasion, than another man, under circumstances of the same nature, would have done, " by telling something of his mind about it to an intimate friend across the fire. The public had forced him into the habits of familiarity, and they received his confidence with nothing but anger and scorn.' LOCKHART.) MONODY ON SHERIDAN. Monody ON THE DEATH OF THE RIGHT HON. R. B. SHERIDAN.1 SPOKEN AT DRURY-LANE THEATRE. 2 473 WHEN the last sunshine of expiring day to whose hour -no name, Even as the tenderness that hour instils 1 [Mr. Sheridan died the 7th of July, 1816, and this monody was written at Diodati on the 17th, at the request of Mr. Douglas Kinnaird. "I did as well as I could," says Lord Byron," but where I have not my choice, I pretend to answer for nothing." A proof-sheet of the poem, with the words" by request of a friend" in the titlepage, having reached him," I request you," he says, " to expunge that same, unless you please to add, by a person of quality,' or ' of wit and humour.' It is sad trash, and must have been done to make it ridiculous."] * [Sheridan's own monody on Garrick was spoken from the same boards, by Mrs. Yates, in March, 1779. "One day," says Lord Byron, "I saw him take it up. He lighted upon the dedication to the Dowager Lady Spencer. On seeing it, he flew into a rage and exclaimed, that it must be a forgery, as he had never dedicated any thing of his to such a d-d canting,' &c. &c. and so he went on for half an hour abusing his own dedication, or at least the object of it. If all writers were equally sincere, it would be ludicrous."Byron Diary, 1821.] 3 [See Fox, Burke, and Pitt's eulogy on Mr. Sheridan's speech on the charges exhibited against Mr. Hastings in the House of Commons. Mr. Pitt entreated the House to adjourn, to give time for a calmer consideration of the question than could then occur after the immediate effect of that oration. ** Before my departure from England," says Gibbon, "I was present at the august spectacle of Mr. Hastings's trial in Westminster Hall. It is not my province to absolve or condemn the governor of India; but Mr. Sheridan's eloquence demanded my applause; nor could I hear without emotion the personal compliment which he paid me in the presence of the British nation. This display of genius blazed four successive days," &c. On being asked by a brother Whig, at the conclusion of the speech, how he came to compliment [pride. But small that portion of the wondrous whole, To fulness by the fiat of his thought, Which still the splendour of its orb betrays. But should there be to whom the fatal blight Of failing Wisdom yields a base delight, Men who exult when minds of heavenly tone Jar in the music which was born their own, Still let them pause-ah! little do they know That what to them seem'd Vice might be but Woe. 5 Gibbon with the epithet "luminous," Sheridan answered, in a half whisper," I said voluminous.'"] 4["I heard Sheridan only once, and that briefly; but I liked his voice, his manner, and his wit. He is the only one of them I ever wished to hear at greater length."Byron Diary, 1821.] 5 ["Once I saw Sheridan cry, after a splendid dinner. I had the honour of sitting next him. The occasion of his tears was some observation or other upon the subject of the sturdiness of the Whigs in resisting office and keeping to their principles. Sheridan turned round:- Sir, it is easy for my Lord G. or Earl G. or Marquis B. or Lord H., with thousands upon thousands a year, some of it either presently derived or inherited in sinecure or acquisitions from the public money, to boast of their patriotism and keep aloof from temptation: but they do not know from what temptation those have kept aloof who had equal pride, at least equal talents, and not unequal passions, and nevertheless knew not in the course of their lives what it was to have a shilling of their own.' And in saying this he wept. I have more than once heard him say, 'that he never had a shilling of his own.' To be sure, he contrived to extract a good many of other people's. In 1815, I found him at my lawyer's. After mutual greetings, he retired. Before recurring to my own business, I could not help inquiring that of Sheridan. uh,' replied the attorney, the usual thing! to stave off an action.'Well,' said I, and what do you mean to do?'-'Nothing at all for the present,' said he: would you have us proceed against old Sherry? what would be the use of it?' and here he began laughing, and going over Sheridan's good gifts of conversation. Such was Sheridan ! he could soften an attorney! There has been nothing like it since the days of Orpheus."- Byron Diary, 1821.] |