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by; ' Iprotest I think your landlady a mighty civil, obliging woman.'• Well, I don't like her,' replied Henrietta; the has let her first floor all on ¿ a fudden to the gentleman we faw in the hop. And how does that affect you? interrupted Mifs Woodby. Henrietta bluthed at this question; the was not willing to own that he thought there was fome defign in his coming, and expected her friend would have made that inference hertelf; but finding the did not, the endeavoured to divert her attention from the hint he had dropped, by faying he had fet her heart upon going to Mrs. Egret's, and had told Mrs. Eccles that the was to leave her today.

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That was very imprudently done of you,' faid Mifs Woodby, before you knew whether Mrs. Egret could accommodate you with lodgings; but own the truth now,' purfued the, 'did you not put yourself into a flutter upon hearing the gentleman had taken lodgings here?'

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Why, I cannot help faying I was ftartled at it,' replied Henrietta, and the more when I heard he was a man of quality; for furely these lodgings ¶ are much too mean for a person of that • rank.'

Is he a man of quality?' exclaimed Mifs Woodby: Oh! the dear creature! I proteft I am quite in love with him now; I doat on a man of quality. And pray, why fhould his coming fright you away? Ah! my dear,' faid the, finiling archly, had I not reafon for faying a moment ago, that on the article of vanity we are all fools? Now are you ready to imagine here is a plot between this young nobleman and Mrs. Eccles against your fair felf, Poor lady! purfued the, laughing, this prefumptuous knight will certainly carry you away.'

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You are in a gay humour to-day,' faid Mifs Courteney, blufhing; but, raillery a-part, it imports me greatly not to be known: this lord, as Mrs. Eccies fays he is, will no doubt have a great many perfons coming after him; I may be feen and difcovered; and, if you knew what I have to dread in that cafe, I am fure you would think it reafonable for me to be defirous of leaving this houfe.'

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But, my dear Mifs Woodby,' faid Henrietta, laughing, why, have you changed your mind about my going to Ms. Egret's? I have not changed my mind,' rephed Mifs Woodby; I am ready to do what I promijed, but it is my opinion that if Mrs. Egret cannot furnish you with a lodging, you will be very fafe here, and I will be with you as often as I can. Ah, my dear,' faid Mifs Courteney, mimicking the tone fhe had ufed to her; but come write a line to Mrs. Egret, to know if he has a fingie room to fpare, and I fhall be fatisfied." Mifs Woodby immediately complied with her request, and a porter was dif patched to St. James's Street, who foon returned with a billet from Mrs. Egret to Mils Woodby, expreffing her concern that he could not accommodate her friend.

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hurt a caufe I had fo much at heart, by defending it weakly.

However, I was often drawn in to ⚫ antwer by fome apparent abfurdity addvanced by him, which it feemed mighty · easy to refute. On thele occations • Mr. Danvers would listen to me with ⚫ wonderful attention, obferve the moft ⚫ minute exactnefs in his reply, as if what i had urged had indeed great • force: nav, he would fometimes feem a little preffed by my arguments; paule for a few moments, as if he found it necellry to collect all his strength againit fo potent an adverfary; and, • after a well-turned compliment on my ⚫ understanding, ne would refume the argument, in which he never failed to puzzle, though he could not convince ine; but always concluded with a declaration that I was too hard for him; ⚫ and it was well he had the bett fide of the argument, for nothing but truth could and againit fuch fubtilty of rea• foning.

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Thefe praifes always left me in a ⚫ very good difpofition to renew the fubject whenever an opportunity offered. I began to be extremely fond of difputing with the chaplain; and, inttead of fhunning it, as I used to do, I even invited his oppofition.

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I have heard it obferved, that vanity cheats many a woman out of her honou; I am fur- it was weil nigh cheatig me out of my religion; for this Jeft, by his infidious praifes, had given me fuch a confidence in my taient of reafoning, that I began tɔ believe, if he did not make a profelyte of I fhould certainly make one of hin; and, in my eager purfuit of victory, I fometimes engaged myself beyond my strength, and received fuch checks, that if my faith was not over thrown, yet it was ftrangely itaggered: but fome difguit whi h I took to the ⚫ manners of the chaplain preferved me from the poifon of his doctrine, and inade me lofe all my relish for arguing

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very lavih of his compliments and praides; of which my perfon would even come in for a fhare. He would gaze on my face till he loft the cham' of his difcourfe, and, by his inattention to what he was faying, gave me many advantages over him; and of ten, while he was purfuing his argument with great warmth, he would Jay his hand on mine, hold it for feveral minutes together, and prets it fo violently, that I could hardly help 'crying out.

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All this, however, would not have ftartled me; but one day, taking occation, upon fomething I had faid, to break into an exclamation of furprize. at my prodigious undertanding, he kiffed my hand in a kind of rapture; and having once taken this liberty, he repeated it feveral times, to my great confufion and furprize.

There are fufpicions, my dear, which, against perfons of a certain character, one dare not even avow to 'one's felf. I was fhocked, yet would not venture to examine why; I could never endure to be alone with him, yet never asked myfelf the reafon; my eves, as it were, mechanically avoided his; his civilities were odious to me. If he caquired after my health, I anfwered him coldly, without knowing I did fo; and when he launched into any of his ufual praises, I was downright rude to him, yet fcarce per'ceived it myself.

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I now fo carefully fhunned being alone with him, that notwithstanding he fought opportunities of engaging me in private, which heightened my difguft, yet he never could find any. This conduct, if he had any guilt in his heart, mult certainly give him caufe to think I had detected it; and indeed I foon found, by my aunt's altered behaviour, that he was endea vouring to undermine me in her affection.

The little peevishnefs L.obferved in her towards me, I imputed at first to her chagrin at my having disappointed her withes in not becoming a convert to that religion fhe profeffed; but I foon found that the had been made to conceive strange notions of me. She objected to the gaiety of my difpofition; fhe did not like that crowd of lovers, · as the phrafed it, that followed me, ... and

and were encouraged by my coquet airs, and the pleasure I fhewed in be⚫ing admired.

It is certain, that the report of the fortune my aunt defigned for me, procured me addreffes from feveral men, whom as fhe did not approve, fo neither did I encourage; having, in reality, none of that fort of vanity which is gratified by a great many pretenders of this kind, nor did I feel the leaft partiality to any one of them; fo that I ⚫told her it would give me no uncafiness if the forbid their vifits for the future, which, fince I found they were dif agreeable to her, I would have done ⚫ myself, if I had thought it became me to take that liberty in her house. This ⚫ declaration would not fatisfy my aunt: fhe had further views; I must marry, and the muft chufe a husband for me, without leaving me, in an affair that fo nearly concerned my happiness, even a negative voice.

I have no doubt but that the perfon ⚫ the pitched upon was recommended to her by the chaplain; he was a Roman Catholick baronet, had a large eftate, was not much above fixty years of age, his perfon juft not horrible, and he was not quite a fool. This was the man whom my aunt propoied to me, or • rather cominanded me to accept ; for he had modefty enough not to try to engage my affections, till he had secured her confent, and was admitted in form to make his addrefes to me.

My aunt indeed allowed that there was fome disproportion in our years; but then he had a good ettate, and I was wholly dependent upon her; his perfon, the acknowledged, was not very amiable, but he was a baronet, and could give me a title. "To be fure," • the faid, "he was not a man of bright parts, but he would make a good jet❝tlement on me;" and concluded with affuring me, that my chearful confent would greatly endear me to her, which I fhould find by the difpofition the ⚫ would make in her will.

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him; that I was extremely happy in my prefent fituation, and had no with 'to change it.

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Lady Meadows, I perceived, was a little offended at this to politive a declaration; but I had nothing for it but steadiness." I expected," faid 'fhe, " more compliance from that "fweetnels I have been fond of fuppofing in your temper; and from your "good fenfe, a greater attention to your own intereft." I affured her, that it was and ever fhould be my fincereft endeavour to avoid offending her; that I would admit no offer but fuch as the fhould approve; and that I would guard my heart against any preference which was not authorited by her: more than this I told her was not in my power to promife, for no confideration of intereft could prevail upon me to give my hand to a man whom it was impoflible for me either to love or efteem.

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Finding the liftened to me patiently, I urged every argument my imagination could furnish me with, to prove to her that fuch an engagement, entered into upon pecuniary motives only, could not be happy, and might be very miferable. I begged the would not think of difpofing of me in marriage, till I feemed lets fatisfied with my prefent happy lot; and that, by giving the no fuperior duties in dometick life to fulfil, the might entitle her-> felf to all my undivided cares, af•fection, and affiduity.

My aunt feemed affected with what I faid: he told me the had no intention to force my inclination; that, loving me fo well as the did, it was natural for her to wish to fee me fettled; that Sir Ifaac Darby was a very ⚫ advantageous offer; the recommended to me to confider well what I refufed, and to conquer my unreasonable diflike of him if possible.

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"If it were poffible, Madam," re'plied I, " your command would make me attempt it, but" "No My aunt, having thus anticipated more buts now, Henrietta," interevery objection I could make, and, in rupted my aunt; "Sir Ifaac dines here her opinion, fully answered them all, "to-dav; remember I expect you will I thought it would be to no purpose to "treat him civilly at leaft, fince he has difpute with her on points alreally de-fo great a regard for you." cided; I therefore contented myself with declaring, that I could not like Sir Ifaac Darby (for that was his name;) that I should be miferable if I married

I fimiled, curtfied, and went out of the room where this long converfation ⚫ had been held, for I heard the chaplain's ftep in my aunt's dreffing-room;

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and this being the hour when he generally joined us, I chofe to avoid feeing him then, for fear he fhould prevail upon her to exact something more than civility from me to the odious wretch, who had thus bartered for me without my confent.

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during feveral minutes, ftealing a glance at me every now and then: while I, with a formal air, played my fan, and increafed his confusion by my filence. At length he quitted his own chair for that which my aunt had fat in, and which was next me; and

a motion to take my hand, which I withdrew as hastily as if a fnake had ⚫ touched it.

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I did not appear in the dining-drawing it ftill nearer to me, he made room till dinner was ready to be ferved; my antiquated lover approached with a janty air, and a fliding bow; and (O! don't you pity me, my dear) kissed my hand, as he led me to my feat. Nothing but the refpect I owed my aunt could have hindered me from laughing at this ridiculous difplay of gallantry in the old man; for age has no claim to our reverence, if not accompanied by thofe qualities from whence it derives it's worth.

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dom, gravity, experience, the triumph of reafon over paffions, prejudice, and folly; all thefe we expect to find in • fuluefs of years, and these make it`s • wrinkles not only refpectable but even lovely.

In Sir Ifaac Darby, age was contemptible as well as unlovely; he wanted to be young, in fpite of time; he talked and laughed aloud; he strutted about the room; he adjusted his bag, for he was dreft up to five and twenty; he hummed a tune: I fat ⚫ftaring with astonishment at him.

From what had paffed between my aunt and I in the morning, I had no reafon to imagine that Sir Ifaac would be treated as a declared and authorised lover; but fome time after dinner was over, Mr. Danvers withdrew, and my aunt, upon fome trifling pretence, following him, I was left alone with the old baronet. I would inftantly have quitted the room; but, remembering that my aunt had required civility of me at least, I refolved not to affront him, by leaving him to himself; and fince I was obliged to stay, I would draw fome amulement from the ridi⚫culous fcene before me.

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This action a little difconcerted him ; but taking courage again, after a preluding hein, he began Charming "Mifs Courteney, I don't doubt but "Lady Meadows has informed you of "the violence of my Here an unlucky cough interrupted his ipeech, and held him to long, that he grew black in the face; his endeavours to fupprefs it having, as I believe, almoft choaked him. I rofe up in a feeming fright, as if I had defigned to call for 'affiftance; but finding his cough had ceafed, I fat down again at a greater distance than before.

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"I fancy the town air does not agree with you, Sir," faid I; "it is cer"tainly very bad for afthmatical dif "orders."

"Oh, Madam!" faid he, " this is no asthma. I got a flight cold the "other night at Spring Gardens; for "we ftaid very late, and the ground "was damp: but I came off better than 66 any of my companions, two or three

of whom are ftill laid up with colds. "But tell me, dear Mils Courteney, "did you receive favourably the decla"ration your aunt made in my name? "May I hope, or am I doomed to de"fpair?" whined out the fuperannuated inamorato, with an hideous ogle, which he defigned for a languish.

"Oh, good Sir," replied I, exceffively 'fhocked at his folly," thefe Arcadian "trains do not become your wifdom "and gravity. My aunt did mention

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your propofals to me, but I cannot "accept them, I have no inclination to "change my condition."

"How adinirably this pretty feriouf"nefs fits on thofe fweet features!" faid the wretch, looking confidently at me, without being in the least mortified with my rebuke. But, my dear Mifs Courteney, you must change your mind-indeed you inuft-and your condition too, my fair one."

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"Perhaps I may, Sir," faid I.
"Oh, that charming perhaps !" faid
he," it rettores me to life.'

Was there ever any thing fo provok- -
ing, my dear? I protest I could hardly
help abufing the ridiculous old man.
"I really think, Sir," faid I, look-
ing at him with infinite contempt,
"that my ferioufnefs would become
your age, as well as my youth; but,"
• pursued I, riling, "
to put an end to
"all your hopes, be pleafed to know,
"that I am determined never to give
"my hand till I can give my heart with

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it; for I have no notion of being perjured at the altar, and of vowing to "love, honour, and obey, when it is "impoffible for me to do either."

I went out of the room when I had faid these words, leaving the baronet to mumble the ends of his fingers with his gums; for he affected to bite his nails, as fome perfons who really have teeth do, when they are angry.

I met my aunt as I was going to my own chamber. "What, Henrietta!" faid the," have you left Sir Ifaac " alone? I fuppofe you have treated

him rudely; but come, you must re"turn with me."-" I will, if you in

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ULL of thefe melancholy reflec

tions, I refolved to write to Mr. Damer, acquaint him with what had paffed, and intreat his advice in the uneafy and perplexed state of my mind. Not that I had the least intention of being governed by it, if he recommended to me compliance with my aunt's commands in favour of the baronet; but this I was well affured, from his good fenfe and natural rectitude of mind, he would not do, fince it could never be fuppofed that fuch a man could be my choice; but I was willing to ftand clear in his opinion, and pay him the deference that was due to the quality of guardian, which he had fo kindly affumed.

I had been writing near two hours, for I had given him a circumftantial detail of every thing that had paffed with regard to the baronet, whose cha⚫racter I treated with great contempt; but, what was worfe, my aunt herself did not escape fome fatirical ftrokes of my pen for her ready concurrence with the old man's proposals; and although I mentioned her (as it was my duty) with all imaginable love and respect, yet I could not help humorously rallying upon fome of her notions, which were really odd enough, and I placed them in the moft glaring light.

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fift upon it, Madam," faid I," but "I had much rather be excufed.""Indeed!" faid my aunt, looking a little angrily on me, and with that grave "face too!-but I fhall not infift · upon «it, Mifs, and fo you may go up to your own room, if you pleafe."

The prodigious length of my letter Although I was very glad to be at first gave me notice that I had been a liberty to retire, yet my aunt's per- long time thus employed; and, lookmiffion was given in fuch a manner ing at my watch, I found it was paft that I faw fhe was offended with me our ufual hour for tea, and wondered for defiring it. I had experienced the that I had not been fummaned down obftinacy of her temper on feveral oc- ftairs. I therefore made hafte to con• cafions; and I was convinced that if the clude my letter, that I might fend it fet her heart upon marrying me to the to the poft, when my aunt unfortubaronet, the would use her utmost en-nately entered the room. I started up deavours to carry her point, and the from my chair when I faw her; and, lofs of her favour might probably be haftily cruthing the letter all in my the confequence of her disappoint-hand, I put it into my pocket, not ⚫ment.

CHAP. V.

CONTAINING AN ACCOUNT OF SOME
DIFFICULTIES OUR HEROINE WAS
INVOLVED IN, ARISING FROM AN
OLD EXPLODED NOTION, THAT
INTEREST OUGHT NOT TO BE

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"So, Henrietta," faid my aunt, "have I caught you?"-" Caught me! "Madam," faid I, confidering whether the might not have been looking over my fhoulder while I was writing fo faucily about her; for guilt, like love, makes every thing feem poffible that we fear. "Yes," faid he, "have

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