LXXVI Why is my verse so barren of new pride? So far from variation or quick change? Why, with the time, do I not glance aside To new-found methods and to compounds strange? Why write I still all one, ever the same, And keep invention in a noted weed, That every word doth almost tell my name, Showing their birth, and where they did proceed? O know, sweet love, I always write of you, And you and love are still my argument; LXXVII. Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear, Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste; The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear, And of this book this learning may'st thou taste. The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show, Of mouthed graves will give thee memory; Thou by thy dial's shady stealth may'st know Time's thievish progress to eternity. Look, what thy memory cannot contain, Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find Those children nursed, deliver'd from thy brain, To take a new acquaintance of thy mind. These offices, so soft as thou wilt look, Shall profit thee, and much enrich thy book. LXXVIII. Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid, I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word From thy behaviour; beauty doth he give, And found it in thy cheek; he can afford No praise to thee but what in thee doth live. Then thank him not for that which he doth say, Since what he owes thee thou thyself dost pay. LXXX. O how I faint when I of you do write, Knowing a better spirit doth use your name, And in the praise thereof spends all his might, To make me tongue-tied, speaking of your fame! But since your worth (wide, as the ocean is,) The humble as the proudest sail doth bear, My saucy bark, inferior far to his, On your broad main doth wilfully appear. Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat, Whilst he upon your soundness deep doth ride; Or, being wreck'd, I am a worthless boat, He of tall building, and of goodly pride: Then if he thrive, and I be cast away, The worst was this; -my love was my decay. LXXXI. Or I shall live your epitaph to make, Your name from hence immortal life shall have, Though I, once gone, to all the world must die. The earth can yield me but a common grave, When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie. Your monument shall be my gentle verse, Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read; And tongues to be, your being shall rehearse, When all the breathers of this world are dead; You still shall live (such virtue hath my pen,) Where breath most breathes, e'en in the mouths of men. LXXXII. I grant thou wert not married to my muse, Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue, In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend; And their gross painting might be better used Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused. LXXXIII. I never saw that you did painting need, And therefore have I slept in your report, This silence for my sin you did impute, Which shall be most my glory, being dumb; For I impair not beauty being mute, When others would give life, and bring a tomb. There lives more life in one of your fair eyes, Than both your poets can in praise devise. LXXXIV. Who is it that says most? Which can say more, Than this rich praise, that you alone are you? In whose confine immured is the store Which should example where your equal grew. Lean penury within that pen doth dwell, That to his subject lends not some small glory; But he that writes of you, if he can tell That you are you, so dignifies his story, Let him but copy what in you is writ, Not making worse what nature made so clear, And such a counter-part shall fame his wit, Making his style admired every where, You to your beauteous blessings add a curse, Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse. LXXXV. My tongue-tied muse in manners holds her still, While comments of your praise, richly compiled, Reserve their character with golden quill, And precious phrase by all the muses filed. I think good thoughts, whilst others write good words, And, like unletter'd clerk, still cry Amen Hearing you praised, I say, 'tis so, 'tis true, And to the most of praise add something more; But that is in my thought, whose love to you, Though words come hind-most, holds his rank before. Then others for the breath of words respect, LXXXVI. Was it the proud full sail of his great verse, Bound for the prize of all-too-precious you, That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inherse, Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew? Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write Above a mortal pitch, that strcuk me dead? No, neither he, nor his compeers by night Giving him aid, my verse astonished. He, nor that affable familiar ghost Which nightly gulls him with intelligence, As victors, of my silence cannot boast; I was not sick of any fear from thence. But when your countenance fill'd up his line, Then lack'd I matter; that enfeebled mine. LXXXVII. Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing, And like enough thou know'st thy estimate: The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing; My bonds in thee are all determinate. For how do I hold thee but by thy granting? And for that riches where is my deserving? The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting, And so my patent back again is swerving. Thyself thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing, Or me, to whom thou gavest it, else mistaking; Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault, And I will comment upon that offence; Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt; Against thy reasons making no defence. Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill, To set a form upon desired change, As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will, I will acquaintance strangle, and look strange; Be absent from thy walks; and in my tongue Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell; Lest I (too much profane) should do it wrong, Some glory in their birth, some in their skill, Some in their wealth, some in their body's force; Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill, Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse; And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure, Wherein it finds a joy above the rest: But these particulars are not my measure, All these I better in one general best. Thy love is better than high birth to me, Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost, Of more delight than hawks or horses be; And having thee, of all men's pride I boast. Wretched in this alone, that thou may'st take All this away, and me most wretched make. XCII. But do thy worst to steal thyself away, For term of life thou art assured mine; And life no longer than thy love will stay, For it depends upon that love of thine. Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs, When in the least of them my life hath end. I see a better state to me belongs Than that which on thy humour doth depend. Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind, Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie. O what a happy title do I find, Happy to have thy love, happy to die! But what's so blessed fair that fears no blot?Thou may'st be false, and yet I know it not: XCIII. So shall I live, supposing thou art true, Like a deceived husband: so love's face May still seem love to me, though alter'd new; Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place: For there can live no hatred in thine eye, Therefore in that I cannot know thy change. In many looks the false heart's history Is writ, in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange; But heaven in thy creation did decree, That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell; Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's working be, Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell. How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow, If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show! XCIV. They that have power to hurt and will do none, That do not do the thing they most do show, Who, moving others, are themselves, as stone, Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow; They rightly do inherit heaven's graces, And husband nature's riches from expence; They are the lords and owners of their faces, Others but stewards of their excellence. The summer's flower is to the summer sweet, Though to itself it only live and die; But if that flower with base infection meet, The basest weed out-braves his dignity; For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds; Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds. XCV. How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame Making lascivious comments on thy sport, O what a mansion have those vices got, And all things turns to fair that eyes can see! Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege; The hardest knife ill-used doth lose its edge. Some say, thy fault is youth, some wantonness; Some say, thy grace is youth and gentle sport; Both grace and faults are loved of more and less; Thou makest faults graces that to thee resort. As on the fingers of a throned queen The basest jewel will be well esteem'd; So are those errors that in thee are seen, To truths translated, and for true things deem'd How many lambs might the stern wolf betray, If like a lamb he could his looks translate; How many gazers might'st thou lead away, If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state! But do not so; I love thee in such sort, As thou being mine, mine is thy good report. XCVII. How like a winter hath my absence been From thee the pleasure of the fleeting year! What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! What old December's bareness every where! And yet this time removed was summer's time! The teeming autumn, big with rich increase, Bearing the wanton burden of the prime, Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease: Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me But hope of orphans, and unfather'd fruit; For summer and his pleasures wait on thee, And thou away, the very birds are mute; Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer, That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near. XCVIII. XCIX. The forward violet thus did I chide: Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells, If not from my love's breath? The purple pride The lily I condemned for thy hand, A third, nor red nor white, had stolen of both, A vengeful canker eat him up to death. More flowers I noted, yet I none could see, But sweet or colour it had stolen from thee. C. Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long To speak of that which gives thee all thy might? Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song, Darkening thy power, to lend base subjects light? Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem In gentle numbers time gentle so idly spent; Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem, And gives thy pen both skill and argument. Rise, restive Muse, my love's sweet face survey, If Time have any wrinkle graven there; If any, be a satire to decay, And make Time's spoils despised every where. Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life; So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife. CI. O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends, For thy neglect of truth in beauty did? Both truth and beauty on my love depends; So dost thou too, and therein dignify'd. Make answer, Muse: wilt thou not haply say, Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix'd, Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay: But best is best, if never intermix'd; Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb ? Excuse not silence so; for it lies in thee To make him much outlive a gilded tomb, And to be praised of ages yet to be. Then do thy office, Muse: I teach thee how To make him seem long hence as he shows now.. CII. Were it not sinful then, striving to mend, To mar the subject that before was well? For to no other pass my verses tend, What's new to speak, what new to register, That may express my love, or thy dear merit? Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine, Your own glass shows you, when you look in it. Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine, Than of your graces and your gifts to tell: And more, much more, than in my verse can sit, CIV. To me, fair friend, you never can be old, I must each day say o'er the very same; Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn'd, Finding the first concest of love there bred, In process of the seasons have I seen; Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived: СУ. Let not my love be call'd Idolatry, Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind, Fair, kind, and true, is all my argument, Fair, kind, and and true, varying to other words; And in this change is my invention spent, Three themes in one, which wondrous scope af- Fair, kind, and true, have often lived alone, CVI. When in the chronicle of wasted time So all their praises are but prophecies They had not skill enough your worth to sing: CVII. Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul Of the wide world dreaming on things to come, Can yet the lease of my true love control, Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom. The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured, And the sad augurs mock their own presage; Incertainties now crown themselves assured, And peace proclaims olives of endless age. Now with the drops of this most balmy time While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes, CVIII. What's in the brain that ink may character, Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit? it dead. O never say, that I was false of heart, Never believe, though in my nature reign'd cx. Alas, 'tis true, I have gone here and there, Made old offences of affections new. Most true it is, that I have look'd on truth A god in love, to whom I am confined. CXI. O for my sake do you with fortune chide, Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink Nor double penance to correct correction. Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye, E'en that your pity is enough to cure me. CXII Your love and pity doth the impression fill You are my all-the-world, and I must strive In so profound abysm I throw all care Mark how with my neglect I do dispense: - | That I have frequent been with unknown minds, You are so strongly in my purpose bred, That all the world besides methinks they are dead. Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind; For it no form delivers to the heart For if it see the rudest or gentlest sight, 'The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature. CXIV. Or whether doth my mind, being crown'd with you, Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery, To make of monsters and things indigest, O'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing, CXV. Those lines that I before have writ, do lie, But reckoning time whose million'd accidents Crowning the present, doubting of the rest, 1 And given to time your own dear purchased right; But shoot not at me in your waken'd hate: CXVIII. Like as, to make our appetites more keen, E'en so, being full of your ne'er cloying sweet ness, To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding, Thus policy in love, to anticipate Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured, CXIX. What potions have I drunk of Syren tears, Distill'd from limbecks foul as hell within, Applying fears to hopes, and hopes to fears, Still losing when I saw myself to win! What wretched errors hath my heart committed, O benefit of ill! now I find true, Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater. CXX. That you were once unkind, befriends me now, For if you were by my unkindness shaken, O that our night of woe might have remember'd The humble salve which wounded bosoms fits! 'Tis better to be vile, than vile esteem'd, For why should others' false adulterate eyes No, I am that I am; and they that level shown.; |